| posting these pictures makes me mad cuz im out of smokes |
[13 Dec 2006|11:54pm] |
soo these past 2 days were my days off.i enjoyed them very much.
its back to work tomorrow .8 hours a day till monday returns.i used to look forward
to the weekend.now i despise it!at least ill be getting my paycheck on friday.
i cant wait to buy greenery and clothes and food and everyytthinngggg.
and i guess work isnt so bad now that i found the stoners.in fact i smoked with them
at work on my break.they have this sweet van haha..only problem for me is that
they work in the back and are safe to be high.im on the floor trying to answer angry holiday shoppers
questions haahaha.fuck it.imma go eat some food.peace!
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| macys |
[07 Dec 2006|10:23pm] |
so yep i got a job at macys.
full time.its the boringest thing of my life.
but at least now i get paid to be bored!
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| dude |
[18 Nov 2006|04:06am] |
i got 3 free vip tickets to the rokout festival on the 25th
and im taking my brother and angela!
it just so happens this guy that started talking to me promotes for it and
is djing there....so guess what..IM SEEING SAGE FUCKEN FRANCIS AND MICKEY FUCKEN AVALON...im so excited and fucking vip tickets i got 3 of them and they are 120 dollars each!amazing!
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| pictures..random..whatever |
[11 Nov 2006|07:51pm] |
inspired by my crush..he loves the movie rushmore.
im a goofball what can i say
looks like i only have one tooth haha
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[09 Nov 2006|01:04am] |
my sister drew me and even threw in my most used phrase.its scary cuz it actually looks like me and she drew it in like 2 minutes!haha i love it
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[08 Nov 2006|10:56pm] |
whyre ex boyfriends so crazy?
they see that you are happy and decide to message you and tell you to never talk to them again and wishing that you werent happy because they arent?talk about selfish and immature.oh wait ...was i supposed to wait for you to be happy..then its okay for me to?sorry all your 17yr old sluts arent doing the job for you.but aside from that useless bullshit..its a total turn off when a guy tells you "i love you" after knowing you less than 2 weeks...no no no NOT GOOD!.so im still waiting for my puffy cheek to go down..wisdom teeth are the worst ever.ive been loopy for 3 days tho and today i went the whole day without smoking a cigarette not my choice tho...im so willing to trade somebody vicodin at this very moment for some goddamn smokes!and im still waiting till friday to see whether i got the job at anchor blue or not..i reallly want it cuz it seems chill as fuck there.so im crossing my fingers.my grandma dyed my hair today and this old gay guy who works in her same salon was telling me how i looked like snow white hahaha..but i gotta go take more vicodin its wearing off.peace yo
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[03 Nov 2006|01:03pm] |
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soooo his friends hate me.because i asked for cigarettes like a total of 4 times when i was drunk and they said that was really annoying..and they said i was trying too hard to be like one of the guys....uhhh if you guys dont already know me..thats pretty much how i am so i really dont understand how i was trying.because i like to chug my beer or what?dude who the fuck knows but i guess he said he was sticking up for me when his friends were talking shit and he wouldnt usually do that unless he really liked the girl:)so thats good news and bad...he really likes me....but his friends really dont.i think theyre just jealous or afraid im gunna take brent away from them so they take my flaws and like maximize them....which is stupid but whatever.hopefully i can eventually get along with them cuz they mean alot to brent and i really like him..so hopefully things will get better.:;crosses fingers::
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| verrrrrrrrrry exciting |
[02 Nov 2006|07:53pm] |
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.i havent had a crush in so long!
i totally forgot what it felt like having butterflies dance around
in my tummy!whats even greater about this...is that my crush has a crush on me too.
just when i thought my life was just shit i get something good!im really excited.
oh and i got 3 interviews.victoria secrets,anchor blue,and forever 21...so ill be bringing home some dough for luxuries such as that fine green marijuana and some new clothes and definatley gas money cuz the new boy lives 30 min away.eeeeeeeeeeee.
im so giddy that im annoying myself!
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[29 Oct 2006|09:35am] |
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okay.so first off me and my mom go to my friend nicks show(i know youre like wtf your mom..but shes the coolest mom ever so shush)anywho then after that we were going to go see another band play at a different place..but then when we were trying to figure out which freeway to take at the last minute we hit the center divider and my moms tired popped!so we were stuck on this onramp thing in the middle of it....so scary!my mom decided to call her ex boyfriend..the biggest bone head youll ever meet..so we wait and wait and wait and wait for dickhead to pull his head out of his ass for about an hour and a half..waiting on this scary onramp..he finally shows up and tries to fix the tire...but duh hes a fucking idiot..and then about 20 minutes later the highway patrol guy comes..they tell my moms ex to just leave hahahaha at this point my mom has no tire on the front so ...they push us..my mom rode shotgun with the woman cop in her car behind and pushed my moms car off the freeway while i was sitting next to the cop hahaha i named him mr.wubba wubba ..because when he was trying to drive the car without a tire it was all bumpy and crazy and he was making all sorta of sound effects hahaha...he was going"wubba wubba wubba" hahahhahah i dont know but it was funny how i was all chillen with a cop ..if only he knew about my joint and apple pipe in my purse hahaha.anywho now the only thing they can do is get us off the freeway and on to the regular street...so we are sitting there for about 20 minutes and then some truck pulls in front of us...he had a cowboy hat on and his liscense plate said TEXAS...he walks over to the window and says...YOU DAMSELS IN DISTRESS hahaha it was awesome.my mom thought he had a gun hahaha she was all scared.but moving on...my mom was talking to him while he was getting the stuff for the tire and she was like yah my daughters all crabby right now and tired and wants to go home and hes all tell her to relax and smoke a j hahaha and my mom goes well actually she has one..and he goes no shit wanna share hahaha so we smoked the j on the side of the road while he was fixing the tire haha..then me and my mom were talking about running out of cigarettes so hes all oh just take a couple packs from my carton in my truck...SO COOL.and then after everything was all squared away we go to take off and he gives us 40 bucks for gas and food!he really wanted to get laid or something hahaha.he even told my mom he works with a 19 yr old boy he could call for me hahaha what a goon.thennnnn we go to get gas and this scary black guy comes and asks my mom for a cigarette and she gives him like 6 and hes like damn you gave me the whole pack n shit...you must be scared hahahaha and shes like no i got god and hes all word!then walks away haha.i seriously dont know how this shit happens to me all the time!
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| i never write in here but i felt like venting |
[26 Oct 2006|12:28pm] |
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fuck.my life is really shitty right now.i feel like i have no friends anymore..but maybe thats a good thing cuz most everyone is shit anyways.some people need to stop being so selfish really..they try and cover it up by other stuff but i can see through them.its fucken gay as shit.im staying at andrews right now but of course its weird cuz hes my ex and its just a weird situation.soon im gunna go stay at my grandmas and get a job ..i know ill be drinking and smoking a whole hell of a lot less ..even tho im gunna hate it alot i guess its a little kick in the ass for me to get my shit together,get a job and move out..plus my mom and sister are staying at my grandmas so i get to be with them.my mom is completely sober and out of rehab she has 30 something days clean now and while she gets her life back together im gunna get mine together and were gunna get a place soon and i can finally have my own room...something ive never had in my whole life.i really miss my brother and his girlfriend angela alot..i remember all the fun times we had at our old apartment..we did so much crazy shit hahaa ..whenever i think i have no friends left in the world and im feeling my saddest i always think of them and know i always have people that care about me.im being so emotional but we all know thats the nature of the crab.im crying right now because i miss you guys(david and angela) and because im just so depressed with everything going on in my life.i know i cant give up on life though because i know there are greater things for me ahead i just have to make shit happen.i just hope i can do it fast im sick of being in this rut and feeling so completely helpless.i just need my spirits lifted a little bit..and the world needs to stop being so damn complicated.
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| what up |
[16 Aug 2006|09:27pm] |
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i never write in this thing anymore prolly cuz i think nobody reads it
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[10 Feb 2005|01:05pm] |
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post your opinion of me in an anonymous comment. i want to hear all the bad about me... and if there is any good, that too. please. :) it can be about my journal, my physical appearance, my personality, or whatever. just do it. k.
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